MY SECOND LIFE

today jan 24 is another cold day.. -8C.  better than yesterday, -17C. however, i am home, no need to go out..no work or groceries to buy.
last jan 22, almost midnight, my sister neneng sent me an SOS email.  the content shocked me to my core.  lastly, money is required to solve and help with her dilemma.  i was really apalled.. it s almost a habit that jerwin will be sick or accidentally stabbed twice a year.  i am finding it very difficult to be giving monetary help this time.  whether this is true occurence i am not sending her help this time.  
my concern now, is when my sister truely is sick and will need hospitalization.. big money demand from jerwin, and he is known for being greedy, manipulative, lair and can make-up stories, just to extort money from me.  oh what a mess.. i wasted so much financial  support , helping them.  
we celebrated linda and susie's bday.  unfortunately, i didn't buy them a birthday cake.  i felt this party was incomplete.  edna cooked pochero, karikari, and i made veg. eggplant.  the dessert was not a success, becuz, i made tiramisu and croquembouche.. today imixed the tiramisu and croque.. and coconut with jackfruit.. the syrup from the fruits, soften the croque, and the tiramisu made the mixture most tastier.
i also needed  to exercise again, otherwise this 4 pds will stay in my belly.. tomorrow, more vigorous exercise... i am taking my life very
easy.  grit..............