few days before my 68

i am literally becoming very lazy.. playing spider in the computer, taking my time before i do anything, watch tv, i don't have to go out if it is not necessary.. life is good.  i noticed that i am very comfortable at home.. something that i have seen and observed with my family.  pol, ama, ed stays home most of the time. if i go out, it is easy to spend, spend.. i am on a budget this days... sometimes, i wonder why i do this.. i have enough money to splurge .. but, i chose not to do that.  i feel good if i meet my allowance qouta.. almost my own personal goal.. i am a goal oriented person.
jaden's attitude is becoming difficult to handle.  i am an adult after all and must exercise patience, understanding, caring ..above all give all the love ... to him.  i decided not to pick him on fri nov 25.. but, i asked dave to do this.. good change for the little men, who is very stubborn, strong will and has behavioural problem.  can't be corrected.. easily get upset, angry... why??? i don't know. 
sirina's baby baptism is over  by now..nov 27..
i have many wishes.. things to do..but, i am not executing it.  i am still adjusting to this merrymerry life.  carefree moments, wasted time .. i am living slowly, peacefully in this house that dave and i live.. i picked-up a qoutation:  let's face it, it is not the years in our life that counts, it is the life in our years..